it hurts

"[...]za dużo win tłumaczyć chcesz
tylko pomyśl, możesz sama być
a sił wystarczy, wiem[...]"
/k.kowalska/

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I've made a decision. Maybe too hard, too dificult but necessary. In other case my flame probably dissappear. Changing everything, from a ground to the sky, devaste everything what i have built. Some time ago I promised myself that I'll never cry becouse of..... Nevermind.
I don't believe now. I won't fight about You. All the sense which I found with You is dissappearing...
I'm cryin'
It hurts.

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She is waiting for that day. It will be one of the most difficult and harmfull day but I will do that. For her. I, she and he. Together. With a smile on my face. For her.
Forgive me, if some tears appear in my eyes, she won't see that.

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"Don't You cry tonight"
I still feel the same.

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"Hurt once and for all into silence.
A long pain ending without a song to prove it."
/L.Cohen/